Thursday, August 20, 2009

001:Shall we start..?...

Posted by -H-

A new start and this time it will be do or die.

I cant be happy until i am at my ideal weight and i just have to pull myself together and start working towards it and do some serious restricting.
i am going to a shopping spree with my mom and her friend tomorrow. we a driving to the capital town so there will be a lot of shops. also i have a hair dresser appointment and a skin doctor appointment (i have some light acne but well i want to get rid of it finally)
so shopping will be great although i am a huge cow, i like to shop. and well i will buy all my clothes in size XS(smallest number usually in my country) even if they dont fit me now they will when i have lost all my weight. i know they will. and this will also be a good motivation. if i dont lose fat i have nothing to ware.

and i just realized that i have 40 followers. WOW like really i had no idea that so many people actually read what i write...
well at this point my life is so boring because i havent been very social but hope that also changes. so i can write something juicy here :D ok i am losing my mind...

I should really buy some make-up. i dont have much of it... but i really need it... but i dont know what to buy...
my skinn has very light acne so i have to hide that and also i get really greasy and shiny very fast... so i have to buy probably a powder what will mat my skin.
also new eyeshadow is an essential... and some lip gloss
but the thing is i really dont know what suits me and what doesn't...
so i did some research and for gray eyes- brown, charcoal, purple and all shade of brown
so i will try to find something like that...
So powder..... i have no idea, it should mat my skin out but what compani or what kind of powder i should buy..i just have no idea...
well i am totally lost when it come to make-up...
also i need vitamins and i need to buy all the thing my skin doctor says i need...
i hope mom will give me some money for the last things but i am not really sure that she will give me money for make.up because she is pretty broke because of the renovation of our apartment and also my skin doctor and hairdresser cost a lot... so we will see...

4 comments:

Ana's Girl said...

I admire your determination this time around. You'll do it; i know you will. Shopping for XS clothes sounds like a fantastic thinspo.

As far as makeup goes, eyeliner in my ultimate favorite invention. I have it in like every color... yes, including red. Lol. Invest in a good brown one if you don't have some already. It looks good on everyone.

Have a lovely time.

Lady Destroyed said...

I'm gonna go with ana'a girl on the eyeliner, it's really great stuff. Try a black one with a very soft texture for a smoky look. Also, for powders, Coty Airspun loose powder is good for a matte look. Do whatever foundation, bronzer, blush, etc first. Then a light layer of the loose powder. It'll set everything else and give you that "airbrushed" look for hours. Then do your colors, eyemakeup, lipstick and such. The Coty brand is very inexpensive and has been around forever. It may not be good for you, though. It is talc-based and has frangrance, so if you have acne it may exacerbate the problem.

Well, that's just about long enough, I think. :) Best of luck with everything.

lottietogo said...

You have the same problem as me with the light acne although mine is blatantly from the food i eat or dont eat!
As for your skin doctor the best remedy to ask for is roaccutane for spots they normally put you on everything that doesnt work before you get this ( which does work) although you would probably only need a light dose. It cleared mine up straight away and gets rid of the greasyness. As for make up ...

Foundation which is oil free is a must
concealer ( i swear by select mac concealer its great for undereyes aswell as hiding spots)
Brown eyeshadow will compliment your skin from maybe being reddish from the spots.
pick a bronzer over rouge and contour you face including your forehead at the sides..(makes your face looks skinnier and more defined..)
Then lashings of mascara and nude glossylips (dab some light concealer on with a pinky or beige lipgloss! l'oreal... viola..job done !

Hope that helps and your shopping & hair trip went well today :) x0x0

Yum said...

Make sure you're getting enough water...a lot of people have had their skin clear up simply by drinking water every day!